it's a new year! i did a retro on my prior year goals and stated new ones. when i wrote it, i had hopes that i'd make it through the week covid-free, but then i had a rough night and i knew it got me.

i come to you a few days later, after a peak that included shivers so violent my entire core is sore and a 103F fever that had me talking to my late grandma.

i still feel like total garbagino, but i'm a lot better than i was 48 hours ago. i haven't left the house since tuesday night, so the swarm app keeps sending alerts asking me if i forgot to check in to places. what a blessing to be able to set the new year bar so low lol.

literally why did i take this photo?
things i enjoyed this week
i am hoping that tonight is the last rough one, i have a feeling it one be so bad. happy new year and sunday scaries.
xoxo jenn
it is new years eve as i start this, around 9:30pm. i'm sitting on the couch alone in quasi-silence - my upstairs neighbors are blasting music and there's the typical commotion outside during holidays. one of us in this apartment is getting over covid and it's not me. we'd like to keep it that way, hence me being alone on a couch...
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this is the hardest time of the year to keep track of the days. even when i wasn't making my own schedule, these last several days of december are special and chaotic and slow all at once for so many people. but as the clock struck 8:25pm i shot up from my horizontal position on the couch, watching youtube on my phone, and exclaimed 'holy shit, it's sunday, i need to write my retro!' happy sunday, let's rock...
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welcome to my retro, and in case you didn't know, there is a livelaugh.blog rss feed, and also a mailing list to have my blogs sent straight to your inbox. wait, don't close the tab! you haven't even finished your jocko molk!
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this week i worked on being intentional with my routine and fitting in movement and rest in healthy doses, while also managing consequences of the last few months of chaos.
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sometimes it's not until sunday when i can connect my exhaustion to the fact that it was a chaotic week. it happened again tonight.
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i closed my retro last week with "i have a bit of a cold right now that i hope goes the fuck away after a good night's rest. i just need to work on the good night's rest part." well, she did not get a good night's rest and the cold did not go the fuck away. in fact, it knocked me off my ass to the point that i missed all my aerial and ceramics classes and couldn't visit my dad.
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someone posted somewhere that no one blogs, then someone tagged me. the thing is, i don't blog...i write blogs. welcome to my weekly retro.
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this week was so weird. i got a lot done and experienced and felt a lot, but i also did not melt a single ounce of wax. it's almost like life is more than work, ok, i guess!
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